Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Missing my boyfriend

I just prepared dinner for myself in the kitchen, and was scooping some German potato salad onto my plate, when I wondered if that was something my boyfriend would like. And then I got incredibly sad all of the sudden.

And I realized that there are so many aspects, so many parts of my life, so many moments, that together in their totality form the concept "missing my boyfriend."

And something as simple as scooping salad onto my plate makes me melancholic about my boyfriend's absence.

8 Comments:

Blogger Jen said...

Surprisingly, German potato salad is one of the few things that doesn't make me think of Him. :::FOCUS::: German potato salad...German potato salad...damn. It's not working anymore. :(

10:14 PM  
Blogger Sue said...

Sorry to hear you're having a melancholy day. It's the little things, I find too...it's tough.

If nothing else, know you're not alone in how you are feeling.

Take care!

2:46 AM  
Blogger Household6 said...

To make you laugh...I was just thinking of the scene in Clueless where Tai, Cher and the other girl were sitting in the dinner and this silly song comes on. Tai starts crying and says, "They're playing our song...Rollin' with the homie." This is accompanied with a bad hula like hand gesture from Tai and don't forget the really bad Brooklyn/Jersey accent.

Keeping smiling and think of something about him that makes you smile a littl more (or even bust out laughing) - it won't feel so bad.

Household6
AKA Miss Stella

9:14 AM  
Blogger HookersGirl said...

Well it is the same with me when I hear special songs and I remember that my husband was grooving in the car to them. Anyways, cheer up, another 6 weeks (?) to go??? Huu..I don't remember exactly the date!

Take care, and chat soon!

5:47 PM  
Blogger Sarah said...

I remember I got really sad when I went to a fest in the summer. Of all the stuff I did during the deployment -- shopping, knitting, dinner with the girls -- it was the first thing that I thought he had really missed out on. I knew that he would've given anything to be in a beer tent, and that made me sad.

But chin up! Soon you'll be eating potato salad together!

5:52 PM  
Blogger ankita said...

i'm missin ma boyfren like mad...its been 11 hrs since i spoke to him!!!!i noe how u exactly feel..its k..

6:35 PM  
Blogger lduple8 said...

I feel like i'm going to die!!! Does it get any easier??? I decided to take up painting again and I will write him a letter in my journal everynight telling him the stuff I normally would if he were here. I also decided to get into great shape so I can suprise him when he gets back. I thought going to the GYMM and working out will help me not think about him so much. Do yall think these are good ideas? Do you think it will help?

2:44 AM  
Blogger nikki said...

not my bf actually but a guy i was VERY VERY close 2 fur 2 years..(30)


just left..
hes moving in may..
he promised to come visit!!!!!

but its soo hard!
its only been 3 dayzz but im crying everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what 2 do!

7:16 PM  

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